Goodbye Kate

Letters to Kate 2:

3. I Miss You

I'm sorry things are like this, Kate. At first I didn't want to move away but I've managed to become someone here. I wish I could see you more, but I see now I need to move forward in my life and I don't feel like I can do that back there.


I have a job now, I'm a barman in this little town pub. And in the year that's past I've made a lot of decisions with my life. I want to be a teacher, Kate. That way I can help others not to make the same mistakes I made. And I want a family, one day.


That's why I need to start settling down. I hope we meet again by chance in the future, maybe we'll have accomplished our dreams. What was your dream? I never asked.. I wish that I had, I know you used to model, and you did that make up job. Come to think of it, I wish I had asked you so much more, I feel ashamed to know so little about you.


I leave you with a postcode in case you ever need me,
M

Um.. Just wanted to say:

Emails to Kate 1:

2. Wagwan

You asked me if there was a song that made me think of you, this is it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96Q23lnuswU

Hey K

Letters to Kate 1: 

                     

1. We Meet Again

So what is there to tell you? After so many years, I've changed so much; as have you. I'm a little intimidated to be honest. Perhaps it is that we are so similar and act the same, that we enjoy each others company so much even after so long. I don't know, and I get worried sometimes that maybe I have changed too much, where you had once waited find me, held on that little longer, I had not. And I'm truly sorry for that, although you may not believe me, I really do remember those days in the playground, just around the back next to the classroom, by the little frog pool and on the benches. 

      Okay so my memory's bad, and I can't remember all of the conversations we ever had; But I remember giving you that crystal ball with your starsign underneath the glass. I remember waiting for the end of the lesson so that I could come out first and talk to you before either of the other girls did. And I remember hating going to school, but always going in because I had someone to talk to, someone who liked talking to me and someone I loved to talk to. So yes, I remember you, I will always remember you.

      You're pretty you know, I know that I'm too shy to say that to you face to face, but I think your eyes are comforting and happy, and when you smile I want to smile too, in fact I always want to smile around you. Just because I'm happy you're there. And had you asked me, I would have told you over and over and over again.


      And we talked, didnt we? We talked like nothing else mattered, and, i don't know about you, but i dont think it did. I can't even remember what we talked about? I remember we spoke about music, our favourites and our least.
      I bet I started that one didn't I? I have a strange knack for asking the most generic questions. It's not that I haven't the imagination to conjure better ones, I just never know which to pick? Yes I know it's shy of me, but I'm trying to be more extrovert, so that's okay.
      So, I know its been so long, and I hate we lost touch like that, but I'm glad we're together again. Its like the world's happier again. It doesn't feel like it's missing anything anymore.


Anyway, speak to you soon,
M